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"I think you're crazy, you've gone insane—" At least that's what everyone would think and say But here, you see, this song I sing Are my ideals I seek So just stay quiet in this silence, please I think you're crazy, you've gone insane I think you're crazy, you're just the same Dance away! I think you're crazy, you're just the same Still sleepless from this logic sickness each day The gods, I'm at their mercy Losing faith in my heart Past life unknown Singing my ideals to atone on my own Someday, my baby, when I'm long gone I think you'll still be going strong singing on This burning love hurting me Though I cling, can't bear to leave So just stay quiet in this silence, please I think you're crazy, you're just the same Dance away! "Tell me, what's making you go insane? I see you're shaking even now through the pain With the white chrysanthemum Torn down, why do you still continue to try Chasing those ideals so many times?" I say I know that you will be gone one day The sound of

The sun, the rain, the moon, all in between Us two. The you I saw in a sweet dream You know what I mean? None of these feelings make any sense to me Tossing, turning — it's hard to sleep alone And yet I don't notice until you're gone Now I know, lemme show How I feel about you, so Let's toast to you and me tonight The burning face you make before you scream Your shining eyes when you say hurtful things Can't help it, see Everything you do has me fall further deep The smoking cigarettes' tobacco, too I normally mind, but not when I'm with you You're special, though Knowing that it's not allowed, I'll let it go Since the moon's so lovely tonight Let's toast to you and me, tonight So tell me, between the smoke and air Swirling in our lungs, can you hear my beating heart? Repeating "thumpin-thumpin-thumpin-thump" Flying higher up in the sky Makes me wanna try, so can I Ask one more glass for the two of us? The only one who I wanna be with Is only you, my heart I'd happily give

Retry Being alone on my own, now I realise My lonely words trembling through the corded line Being alone is why I search on through the noise Waiting for you to pick up — why won't you reply? Retry Wanting for only you to listen to my cries My lonely words trembling through the corded line The scissors within your hand, I see you're gripping now Along the numerous others with theirs among the crowd Brandishing blades dulled to fade, ringing through the sky Before we know it, the blades are all rusting over time My fingers hurt and bleeding from your every cut Before we know it, forgetting of what could be the cause Sewing together the scissors now remaining closed But then you notice my hand still holding on the phone Then I recall your crying voice from long ago And so I'll keep repeating dialing in the end Back to voicemail again, the scissors shutting rusted red Choke on the oath you broke! Cry for my forgiveness! Counting down three (3) to two (2) to one hundred and fifty-one

Ah, burnt down and turnt to a crisp, my poor bread Not like it's inedible or anything, I guess... Missing out the fluffy, soft, delicious, yummy pillowly taste If only it hadn't gotten burnt and hardened, oh, what a waste... But I guess there's no use in wishing to go back now... Burnt down and turnt to a crisp, my poor bread So brittle... Not that it's inedible though, I guess... Hah... Really hoping without moping it's not burnt come tomorrow Can't help from coping it can only get better now, you know? Thinking this as I nibble onto the bitter bread Ah...

Looking through the laundry today Turning and circling in my brain What if I could just replace Each piece at the store anyway Your scent now fading away "Hey, wait, don't you get too clean!" I say Grumbling but to my dismay Nothing is working, can't get rid of your stain Getting all crumpled and wrinkled, everything's a mess Can't tell what's real or ideal, they're getting all mixed up Too little and then too much, that's enough Cuz yet again, I fucked up! I'm always Spinning spinning spinning, spinning spinning, spinning and Spinning spinning spinning, spinning spinning Today I'm turning, churning circles in this machine Forever Spinning spinning spinning, spinning spinning, spinning and Spinning spinning spinning, spinning spinning Tasting detergent emerging in my nose constantly That's all I ever need Ah, half dreaming/awake Can't get outta bed either today Wanna keep sleeping away But I'm not sleepy today Replay the same thing again "Hey, wait, don't hate me, I'm only

Am I going crazy? Though the view is hazy, swearing I had seen Little flicker hoping, there's a spark of something for eternity Hanging my head lowly, like a flower slowly doomed to blooming fake So I'm stuck here thinking running circles sinking Every single day melting away Through the hurting, I'll keep searching Anything you've left for me I'll keep falling, 'til I'm crawling All alone in misery Though I'm reeling, all these feelings Planted deeply in my heart Your words spoken, smile unbroken - I can never dare to part! You were sensitive, should've been obvious but that's in the past Still I couldn't stop it, recollecting all this tears falling so fast Hanging my head lowly, like a flower slowly doomed to blooming fake So I'm stuck here thinking running circles sinking Melting everyday again! Can't explain it, all the pain with Losing everything in vain Flooding feelings with no meaning When will I find my escape? Can I rewind back one more time There's just one thing left to

You regulate my heartbeat with a makeup base While you repaint over my pain with foundation A beautiful lie when you apply concealer I can't deny wanting to try with your perfect hands Making sure no one can trace the face you make with this thick powder But then I see your brows turn in a frown Crying out for my touch as if to plea "I need this, help me, please" So I suppress my trembling lips to draw them on next I'm a liar But you mustn't rush me Can't control this fire Though I can't help following Because of "minor" Oh, if only my love Overflows like cider I'll keep singing "la la la" Stay up Picking out for me so specifically this brown eye shadow My heartbeat guiding me softly, though I don't tend to just indulge Eyeliner I admire, go ahead and cross the line now You see, all I want is to be made lovely only through your hands You can feel higher just with this highlighter Hiding our mistakes, we find ways to feel lighter Shading now and a coating too Every twisted thought

Basking in the fragrant smell of your hair tempting me through the air Making my fluttering heart dancing happily to this beat without a care No, lemme show you just how I feel Dominate me while I'm kneeling, please? (Hey! Hey! Hey!) Midnight starlight darling Lemme see everything, your desire taking over me Midnight starlight darling Come obey as I say — submit to me! (Ah!) Gimme at least three orgasms, maybe more? Come inside deep in my throbbing heart~ Satisfied? The way you cry's my anthem now Lemme reach to the peak past the clouds! Underneath your pretty whimpering, resisting our dance — I'm loving The way your honest body's swaying happily to this beat without a care No, 'fore we go, let's put on a ring to these wings It's up to us, you see? Are you falling for me? Or is it lust speaking? (Hey! Hey! Hey!) Midnight starlight darling Lemme seek purity in our love and lust, no in between Midnight starlight darling Though I see you seem to be ready to pass on

Chu chu chu chu Kissing addicting flu, gimme gimme Chu chu chu chu Lemme lemme choose, cuz I really want you! Just my impulsive type Such a lovely, little devil fallen from above Goodbye to the final train for tonight Frantic feelings hidden deeper within Shibuya But in the end, I'm drunken outta my mind What a sorry sight, having more when I've had enough At this point, it doesn't matter where or why Let's go and play until the morning comes for us Chu chu chu chu Kissing addicting flu, gimme gimme Chu chu chu chu Flubbing like a kid, I swoon, love you love you Chu chu chu chu Drunken far too soon, dizzy dizzy Chu chu chu chu Lemme lemme choose, cuz I really want you! I can't leave, you have me beat Turning back? A feeling that's not for me I'm trapped like a rat, indeed Love you, you love me I'm kidding, don't say that please Your scent effervescent in everything I'm hooked, nothing helps, you see You're the high I need Now you have me Reach for your hand in the light Head is

Goddess/God above, oh, goddess/god above, no Responding up to your overtness, we can't even dream of Goddess/God above, destroy us all because The human race rebelling your grace, our goddess/god above Breathing, breathing, in-out, breathing, breathing Pounding loud my heart, it's obvious enough Keep repeating, more and more, tampering Messing with your plans, so wise, our goddess/god above Ah, Goddess/God above, goddess/god above Everyone in love with you in thereof Goddess/God above, goddess/god above Hey, tell me, I'll give you my body My goddess/god I see Oh, goddess/god above, oh, goddess/god above Responding up to your cruelty, we can't even dream of Goddess/God above, destroy us all because The human race having lost our place, our goddess/god above W1nt t2 se3 the signals scattered 4or me Spreading out until it's obvious enough F5nally 6ickness 7evering and bre8king Offer 9igh so 10mpting goddess/god above Ah, Goddess/God and you, goddess/god so true Vividly on cue